Guudbye 2008, Welcome 2009

2008

personally, i would think that for the year 2008, generally my life's getting better and better. i had my ups and downs as anyone would have experienced in their life and i believe that i had taught me to become a better person.
Career wise, if i am not mistaken, i have changed job once this year, from a customer service contact center exect. to a lecturer. I think that that kindda kewl right? i never thought that i would become a lecturer. even now, when people ask me, what i work as, i still get the "shock" facial expression. hehehe honestly, it rocks to see them that way. Who would have knew that someone like me could become a lecturer. Well... people might see me as a party girl, the-all-play-and-no-work-kindda-girl,however, i really take my career seriously . i think i have mentioned in previous entries that a lecturer's job is not easy...it really is not easy k guys.
for the family category, well... i can't say much about it. what i could say is that i think it have been a roller coaster, after a few years of not going back to my father's hometown for raya, amazingly, i did went back this year... it was not easy for me..
A few of my friends got married this year.. good for them. hope they will have a happy family and pray for me that i'll get a great guy to build up my own family k .. hehehe
to sum up for the year 2008, it had been full with unexpectedness, surprise, laughter, basically, everything. it was a great year .. and hope it gets better

2009

Hope that i would be able to take my master's degree
Hope that my lovelife would get better
Hope that i could buy a Caldina (well... we can dream can we? )
Hope that i could teach myself on how to save money ( it is soooo hard to do so)
Hope that i would maintain my current job and in this line of work ( it's really cooolll)
Hope for the best for my family & friends - murahkan rezeki, panjangkan umur, dan segala yang baik

and the list will be continue....

Panic Attack....?

Information on Panic Attack

Panic attacks are frightening but fortunately physically harmless episodes. They can occur at random or after a person is exposed to various events that may "trigger" a panic attack. They peak in intensity very rapidly and go away with or without medical help.

People experiencing panic attacks may fear they are dying, that they are suffocating, or that they are having a heart attack.

Some people may begin breathing very rapidly and complain that their "hearts are jumping around in their chest." Then, within about an hour, the symptoms fade away. About 5% of the population will experience panic attacks during their lifetimes.

Panic Attacks Symptomspanic attack as a discrete period of intense fear or discomfort, in which 4 (or more) of the following symptoms develop abruptly and reach a peak within 10 minutes:

• • Palpitations, pounding heart, or fast heart rate
    
    
  • Sweating
    
    
  • Trembling and shaking
    
    
  • Sensations of shortness of breath or smothering
    
    
  • Feelings of choking
    
    
  • Chest pain or discomfort
    
    
  • Nausea or abdominal distress
    
    
  • Feeling dizzy, unsteady, lightheaded, or faint
    
    
  • Derealization (feelings of unreality) or depersonalization (being detached from oneself)
    
    
  • Fear of losing control or going crazy
    
    
  • Fear of dying
    
    
  • Paresthesias (numbness or tingling sensations)
    
    
  • Chills or hot flashes

• Some of these symptoms will most likely be present in a panic attack. The attacks can be so disabling that the person is unable to express to others what is happening to them. A doctor might also note various signs of panic: The person may appear terrified or shaky or be hyperventilating (deep, rapid breathing causing dizziness).

you guys may wonder why on earth do i blog about panic attack. The reason is that i experince a panic attack on Thursday 18/12/2008.
Seriusly it was scary .. really2 scary...

FARKING PISSSED~!!!

I FARKING PISSSSSSED OFF WHEN PPL LIE
FARK OFF AND DIE MUTHAFARKER, BULLSHIT~!
DAMMMMIT
EVENTHOUGH I KNOW THAT 99.9% THAT YOU'RE LYING,
STILL IT FARKING SICK WHEN IT IS TRUE

SO SAD.... :((

i am sooo Farking sad cause i lost my n73..
i loved it sooo much and how i lost it macam tak
masuk akal betul.. sedih sangat :(
kesian my SE dah takde kawan dah...
so camane? takkan nak cari replacement kot..
i dunno if it's misplaced ke .. lost ke.. stolen ke.. i just don't know...
waaaaaaa

Taman Tasik Permaisuri

Well, recently, i went to taman tasik permaisuri for a "date"(classic right?) .

Honestly speaking it was my 1st time EVER going on a date in a park, ( sounds sad ain't it?)



The view, the atmosphere was just beautiful. It was just great, admiring the view, everything was just great.

the weather that day was just nice for a stroll in the park


now a days susah nak tengok bende2 camni. iyela dengan pencemaran2 and everything else. we should really take care of the earth, it the only one that we have.

actually motif aku post blog nih nak tunjukkan gambar tempat tu. Kalau korang nak gie dating, boleh la gie kat tempat nih.
Kalau gf tengah marah2 pon leh tenang hati dorang. :P

The 8 Most Horrifying Body Modification

Viewer's Discretion is Advised

I stumbled across a quite interesting site. The 8 Most Horrifying Body Modifications.





At number 8 : Tatoo Breast Implant

Yang nih .. normal la tak ada la gruesome sangat... bebiasa je... still can handle it





Number 7 : Corset Piercing

Apa la motif diorang nak gie buat corset piercing, kalau nak pun, pakai je la corset udahle .. tak yah la sampai nak pierce sampai ke camgini... sakit tu...Silalah imagine, kalaulah tetiba kesemua yang dipiercing tu tercarik...wuuhuu sakitt tu..





Number 6 : Skull Implant

yang nih satu aku tak paham.. apa motifnye nak pasang paku kat atas kepala... nak jadi ganas sgt ker? takdok keje agaknye.






number 5: Arm Ears


Mamat nih pulak, dia gie implant telinga kat tangan dia. die nih performance artist. Lepas nih dia plan nak implant microphone lak, jadi dia leh bagi org lain dengar apa yang "telinga tangan" dia dengar. Korang nak dengar ke? ?




Number 4 : Subdermal Implants


Okeh.. yang ni pulak, kiranya korang letak implant dalam bentuk yang korang suka dibawah kulit korang. Dorang akan buat something cam pocket antara kulit korang and daging korang and letak ar bende alah tu,
Kalau korang ar.. nak letak implant apa?


Number 3 : Extraocular Implant

huhu.. yang nih kiranya korang letak something bebetul kat mata korang. yang nih leh dapat kat Netherlands je for now.


Number 2 : Magnetic Implant



Nih takde pepe sangat, cuma korang implant magnet so korang leh lekat bende2 kat badan korang. Leh jadi pintu peti ais kan...




AND
THE NUMBER 1 :
GENITAL BEADING

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Wahaha.. nih lucah skit ar..sorry ehh...
basically diorang buat something like number 4 only at a different part of the body.. hehe


combining beads with private part.... ouch..

instead of a cucumber .... imagine something else... huhuhuhu... sakitnye...?